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Sunday, July 19, 2020

River's Bend



What’s marvelous about summer life in the north is the weather, of course. As our kinfolk collectively bake south of us, we stay cool. Even after some warm days here, the promise of relief is always just days away. We know the Great Lakes will soon send crisp winds ashore.

So, this morning, I write at a table outside. Last week was warm. Today, it’s only mid-July, but it seems to sniff of Fall. It helps that a northwest breeze rustles the trees, and the sky’s dark-rimmed clouds seem laden with rain. Also, acorns are falling, bouncing off keyboard and head, making the wakeup coffee less necessary.

I promised myself last night that I would write of the trails this morning. Trails are also what’s marvelous up here. There are so many, so close.

So … there was a moment early last week when I’d ventured out, seeking relief from the office, to a favored hiking spot. The trail is a single track – rooty and rocky, lined with tall trees, mainly, but tall grasses in its meadow spots. It follows closely a crystal-clear river of maybe 4-foot depth and 50-foot width.

I planned to put in four miles of hiking or so. It was uneventful, to the extent that striding through Nature’s deep-north majesty can seem routine. That changed at the bend in the river. I’d hiked down to the valley, at the west end, and followed the river’s route east for about a mile. The trail then reached a fork. The path most traveled went straight; the narrower path, almost obscured by grass, went to the right.

The river here is horseshoe-shaped, looping south before returning north. The straight path cuts across the meadow at the horseshoe’s base. The trail turning right follows hard along the river’s loop, meeting up again with the main path.

Hearing Frost’s whisper – “I took the one less traveled by” – I hung right.

The tall grass was still damp from the night, swaying slightly, heavily, in the breeze; my hiking poles shook the dew loose, dampening my boots. White and yellow wildflowers hovered above the grass, glistening as I glided by. The river’s quiet rush could be heard now, the high waters from yesterday’s rain splashing over tree fall that had floated downriver from the nearby woods.

A meadow trail is much different from a forested one. The latter, at least up here, promises not just roots and rocks but lots of ups and downs, twists and turns, and the occasional limb across it. You must look at your feet as much as you look up to avoid the stubbed toe or twisted ankle. I know of hikers, myself included, who grow so fixated with the ground that they miss seeing the low-hanging branch at eye level. The sound you hear is the thump of a ripe melon.

In the meadow, though, the path smooths and straightens, and your sight is set free. It seems, at least for me, that this is when my mind truly absorbs the splendor of this place … this place called Up North; now, after seven years, also our place.

As I looked up, the sun was just breaking over the ridge; pines, oaks, maples, and birches lined the river’s south bank, their leaves and branches dancing in the fresh shadows. The river’s silver top moved by swiftly … a flowing, glass ribbon. Just above the trees flew a hawk – silhouetted, likely a red-tailed – swooping north, then south, scouting for prey, or perhaps just enjoying the winds of the morning.

As I turned along the southern-most point of the loop, feeling the sun’s embrace, there came that moment – the moment of clarity that we all seek but seems so elusive when in Nature. Seeing the hawk soar, hearing the river’s rush, breathing in the deep freshness of grass and flower, gathering all of those senses into one split, teeming second, my heart was filled to the top, ready to burst. Out tumbled my own whisper, a plea, I suppose. “Could this ever be my Heaven? Just like this?”

I remember a few years ago, when two hiking buddies and I were nearing the end of a grueling, 10-day, 140-mile backpacking trip along Lake Superior. I asked the gents – who were, like me, nearly exhausted on this ninth day – why we hiked. Our answers ranged from “Because we still can” to “Because of the challenge.” I offered instead that, because of the remoteness, we get to see what most others cannot.
 
My reason now seems selfish.

Today, though, I think we hike for moments like this bend in the river. When, during these tumultuous, confusing days of tenacious virus and sour politics and human frailties, what’s beautiful and righteous and perfect in Nature can split your mind wide and let the good flood in.

This week, daughter Meghan, son-in-law Eric, and grandson Orion arrive for a five-week stay. Like us, they’re among the lucky ones who can still work safely, remotely. Of course, for 2-year-old Orion, life is all play. And so, these five weeks will be, for Cindy and me, a welcome distraction from the worries of work and the world. We know Orion will fill our life with his innocence and antics and joy of discovery. And the occasional full diaper.
   
I suspect Orion’s sense of place is not quite honed yet. He’s been here before, but his most solid memories of us and Chandler Lake are likely of the more-recent, Facetime kind. So, it will be sweet to see him truly come to know this place, now that his senses are at full tilt.

For Meghan and Eric, though, it is Michigan memories that are astir. Up from Texas, they’ve long looked forward to this Up North refresher. Both trail hounds, they will venture off, I’m sure, along some of the same paths I’ve traveled.

But they also may find ones I’ve not yet discovered – the ones “less traveled by.”

Maybe even along bendy rivers less known.

Maybe their Heaven ... "just like this?"